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This is humiliating to admit to after my last blog entry being me ranting about concerts I wanted to go to but..... I have decided against going to shows while in trade school.
Regardless of me having quite a few I wanted to make it to... I also have my surgery to save up for as well as other legal and medical matters to attend to. It would probably be smarter to prioritize those, as heart breaking as it is.
In other news, I've used up all of the film in my film camera so now I can finally send it off to be developed. As exciting as that is, I am now LEFT WITHOUT A CAMERA ENTIRELY.... I can try to see about fixing two of my broken ones, but I don't want to get my hopes up. Film is so hard to come by, and so expensive! I don't want to use it constantly unless I have to. I will update you all in my endeavors next blog post (unless I suddenly find this a boring topic to talk about.)
I bought a journal today... I originally wasn't going to but the friend I was with pushed me to purchase it. It's made out of an old spanish grammar textbook and it's one of a kind. I've fallen quite in love with it actually. I may use it as more of a scrapbook rather than an actual journal. Kind of pointless to start journaling while operating a blog at the same time lolll.
I've also found that separating myself from my old town has actually done a great deal for relieving my stress. Things that would've been devastating for me a few months ago don't tend to bother me as much anymore. Perhaps this is just wishful thinking and once the new wears off things will return to the way they were, but I am appreciating the peace while I have it. Hopefully I'll be able to get more work done.
Regardless of me having quite a few I wanted to make it to... I also have my surgery to save up for as well as other legal and medical matters to attend to. It would probably be smarter to prioritize those, as heart breaking as it is.
In other news, I've used up all of the film in my film camera so now I can finally send it off to be developed. As exciting as that is, I am now LEFT WITHOUT A CAMERA ENTIRELY.... I can try to see about fixing two of my broken ones, but I don't want to get my hopes up. Film is so hard to come by, and so expensive! I don't want to use it constantly unless I have to. I will update you all in my endeavors next blog post (unless I suddenly find this a boring topic to talk about.)
I bought a journal today... I originally wasn't going to but the friend I was with pushed me to purchase it. It's made out of an old spanish grammar textbook and it's one of a kind. I've fallen quite in love with it actually. I may use it as more of a scrapbook rather than an actual journal. Kind of pointless to start journaling while operating a blog at the same time lolll.
I've also found that separating myself from my old town has actually done a great deal for relieving my stress. Things that would've been devastating for me a few months ago don't tend to bother me as much anymore. Perhaps this is just wishful thinking and once the new wears off things will return to the way they were, but I am appreciating the peace while I have it. Hopefully I'll be able to get more work done.
