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discommunicator: (Default)
Saturday, October 12th, 2024 03:23 pm
We're getting dangerously close to it being a year since I have last posted. So much for bi-weekly posting, huh...

Anyways, I have moved back to my home town... Much to my chagrin.

There is always a silver lining though. It has been nice to reconnect with the friends that I was not able to see as frequently due to living hours away. I also missed the little shops my home town had to offer.

I have been remarkably busy recently. I work far more often than I used to, and have a lot of personal and legal matters I have been trying to settle. Things have settled down a bit now though, so I am hoping that I will be able to remember to post here. This site is too dear to me for me to abandon it. (How many of my posts are about me wanting to post more? Lord.)

Anywayyyys (again), I have started picking up old hobbies again. I've gotten back into drawing, which has been somewhat of a surprise for me. After having a 4 year burnout spell, it is kind of nice to get back into it. I have to relearn so much though. So much.

I've also gotten back into sculpting, which I haven't done since I was in middle school. I would probably pick up classical piano again too, if I had the time for that.

I haven't kept up with photography (Feels too dignified calling it that. It's closer to haphazard documentation.) much recently though. I'm hoping to purchase some 35mm film soon and use a camera I bought roughly a year ago. I still haven't used it yet.
discommunicator: (sgi)
Thursday, January 25th, 2024 05:35 pm
LORD Hi guys..... Long time no see..... Missed you.....

Things have been crazy. Flipped completely upside down almost. I'm thinking about transferring schools and working toward my masters in computer science rather than just my certifications. So.... need to figure that out lol.

Other than that, work has been busy. Life has been busy.

Aside from that, everything else has just been general car troubles, studying, typical concert going. The works. I will TRY my best to remember to update at least bi-weekly.. miss this place.
discommunicator: (ermdie)
Friday, December 1st, 2023 12:30 pm
Lord, I keep forgetting to update my dreamwidth LOL. I have had quite a bit going on irl... Still do! I am going to update it again now before I forget.

I have a concert I'm going to tonight. It's an album release show for a local hardcore band I believe. Kind of funny since just a few blog posts ago I swore off of going to shows for a couple of years. . . I am a liar.

Also, update on the film I was talking about as well. I finally got it. I guess there was something wrong with the film and none of the photos developed. LOL? All is well though, since now I know I can trust to send film off and receive it with no issue. I am going to try to shoot with film more often.

I also got a new digicam. Since my departure on instagram, I am going to turn to hosting all of the photos I take on my website..Virtual photo album.

That's all I have currently. I'm going to try and at least post once a month on here. I forgot how much I enjoyed writing these!
discommunicator: (die eye)
Wednesday, September 27th, 2023 11:55 pm
A lot has happened since last blog post. Lets see if I can properly remember all of it (Most likely not) LOL.

Things have been going well, but I've realized that I may not ever get the film I was talking about. My mother has informed me that my address is not in any postal system AT ALL. It is IMPOSSIBLE for me to receive mail.... What ...? I'm going to open a P.O. box and then call the people developing my film. They haven't sent me the text to notify me that it's even been shipped out and development can take up to 4 weeks. If I can never receive it.... heart breaking.. but I'll manage.

I've recently been employed, so having a steady income will open a lot of doors for me. Hopefully in a handful of weeks I will be stable enough to finally purchase a bass guitar. I've seen some being sold for relatively cheap (in instrument terms) and I so desperately need a musical outlet again. Not being able to play the drums has been killing me! Especially with the music I like having such intense drumming... I listen to Metis Gretel and yearn.

There's a concert this Wednesday but the work schedule hasn't come out yet. Chances are that I will not be able to make it. One can hope! This was the latest show that was advertised by this venue the last time I was in the city. I will have to make another trip just to see what's happening after this if I cannot make it. No information about it online whatsoever. It's charming, but a tad tedious when you live an hour away. Unfortunately, I do not have enough sense to let that stop me. I will make the trip regardless. Maybe I can find some way to justify it? It's an act of self care. Let's say that.

Other than that everything has been so small that I'm sure you all would be bored of it (hoping that you are not bored already!) so I will end this here. I do not want to go too long without posting, for I will eventually fall out of the habit entirely. Hopefully I will have something incredibly exciting for you next post.
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Sunday, August 27th, 2023 09:21 pm
This is humiliating to admit to after my last blog entry being me ranting about concerts I wanted to go to but..... I have decided against going to shows while in trade school.
Regardless of me having quite a few I wanted to make it to... I also have my surgery to save up for as well as other legal and medical matters to attend to. It would probably be smarter to prioritize those, as heart breaking as it is.

In other news, I've used up all of the film in my film camera so now I can finally send it off to be developed. As exciting as that is, I am now LEFT WITHOUT A CAMERA ENTIRELY.... I can try to see about fixing two of my broken ones, but I don't want to get my hopes up. Film is so hard to come by, and so expensive! I don't want to use it constantly unless I have to. I will update you all in my endeavors next blog post (unless I suddenly find this a boring topic to talk about.)

I bought a journal today... I originally wasn't going to but the friend I was with pushed me to purchase it. It's made out of an old spanish grammar textbook and it's one of a kind. I've fallen quite in love with it actually. I may use it as more of a scrapbook rather than an actual journal. Kind of pointless to start journaling while operating a blog at the same time lolll.


I've also found that separating myself from my old town has actually done a great deal for relieving my stress. Things that would've been devastating for me a few months ago don't tend to bother me as much anymore. Perhaps this is just wishful thinking and once the new wears off things will return to the way they were, but I am appreciating the peace while I have it. Hopefully I'll be able to get more work done.
discommunicator: (Die)
Thursday, August 24th, 2023 06:12 pm
I officially started my classes just a couple of days ago. I know that things are bound to get more difficult as the year progresses, but currently I am enjoying it far more than I thought I would. Who knew that learning more about one of your biggest passions would be fun.. lol..

In muchhhh bigger news though..... Acid Mother's Temple is touring in North America again.... It's hard to convey over text but I am so excited. I know that they're only visiting the west coast currently so chances are that I won't be able to see them but... With them touring in the U.S. twice in the same year it leaves hope that they'll tour near me again within a year or so at least. I hope to see them as much as I can. Out of every live performance I have been to, nothing has been able to compare (except for seeing Chargeeeeee lol...) Keeping up with their socials they seem to tour often so... Fingers crossed.

With Jyonson Tsu's solo tour and the AMT reboot tour being extremely close to me, I am probably going to have to work more often/save a lot better if I want to attempt to make it. I'm most likely going to go into travel nursing looking at how high it pays if I can find another job to go with it.

I actually take my CNA test this Wednesday... kind of scary LOL. I have over a years experience in nursing so I know that I should be able to pass, but I still struggle with book work regardless of how well I do my job in practice. Test taking is always scary. If you are reading this, please wish me luck!

Other than that, I don't have much to report other than me constantly gaining interest in new subjects when I already have too much going on. I've purchased a skate board and I've been working with that. I'm considering picking up Indonesian (regardless of already learning a language currently.) and I'm wanting to pursue more traditional visual arts again. Maybe I'll take up painting... I'm also considering learning how to play the bass due to it being an instrument that will probably bother my apartment mates much less than the drums.... So much to do!! If I could manage to organize myself a little better, I would be unstoppable I'm sure. My drive is tremendous, I am just scatter brained.

You can probably already tell that though, looking at how all over the place my blog posts are LOLL.
discommunicator: (die eye)
Wednesday, August 16th, 2023 01:16 pm
Ahh, there is so much I could write about if I was able to properly collect my thoughts.... LOL.

I've recently moved. Very recently actually. Yesterday, lol. My apartment is a basement out in the middle of the country. I'm surrounded by woods, but it's a bit of a walk. I'm not as close to them as I would like to be.

On the way here there was a large number of signs in people's yards, all of them featuring the same photo of Jesus. I wonder if it's a church thing? It was quite odd, as the signs aren't small in the slightest. It was about the size of a person, I'd say. All of them had a white, wooden frame. I'll try to capture a picture during my time here. Never seen anything like it before.

I looked it up and I suppose that technically I live in a village. The population needed for a town is 1,500 but where I live doesn't reach that. For the time being, I am a villager. I still have yet to look around the village but it seems like it doesn't have much. I think once I'm done unpacking I'll see what they have here. I have a lot of loose ends to tie up currently.

GWAR is coming to a town roughly an hour from me though! It's funny considering that I was just complaining to my mother about how she went to see the band without me. I'm hoping that I'll be able to make it. I've been a fan of GWAR's work since sophomore year of high-school and I know that they always go above and beyond for their live performances. God willing, I'll be able to meet someone who tolerates me enough to go to the show with me. I wouldn't mind going on my own of course, but I enjoy the company during the car ride.